When You Go...

When you go, I'm going to miss your hand in mine and the way your eyes turn different shades of green depending on how closely you're holding me.
I'm in love with those olive greens and the way they look past my flaws and into my crystal blues.

I'm going to miss your captivating smile and goofy laugh.
They've swept me up, blown me away, and knocked me clean off my feet.
I wasn't prepared for your laugh and the way it makes my insides all fuzzy and woozy

I'm going to miss being able to spot your blue water bottle from a football field away and the anticipation that builds in my stomach as you come nearer.

I never thought that tall, handsome, army boy in my logic class would ever by mine.

I'm going to miss your beat up hands running through my hair.
I never expected them to hold mine so perfectly.

I'm going to miss dancing with you in an empty room and being awkwardly interrupted by security guards assuming we must be up to no good.
I never knew how comfortable I would be, swaying in your arms.

I'm going to miss you teaching me new things about the bible as we sit across from each other, forgetting the world around us.

I never knew God had planned you for me.

You're selfless and you're loyal,
You're noble and just,
You're beautifully made and perfectly imperfect.

I'm going to miss the way you open doors for me as if I was royalty.

You've practically convinced me that I am just that.

Happiness is fleeting, and I thank God you don't just make me happy but rather joyful.

I'm going to miss eating with you and being disgusted by your strange combinations

I'm going to miss picking up the dryer sheets off of your floor and folding your laundry.

I'm going to miss being able to walk from my dorm to yours to bring you hot chocolate.

I'm going to miss having full conversations in crazy accents as we drive to our next adventure.

You make me feel like there's a whole new level of myself that I never knew existed.

You've opened my eyes and for some reason... I have a feeling you're going to be in my life for a while longer.

But I'm going to miss you.

I'm going to miss every part of you.